betrayal...

Have you ever tried being betray by friends?
I think everybody will surely have one or two experience of that..
Feel free to share the experience with me...

Today, my PREVIOUS boss came down to my workplace..
Reprimanded me for being ignorant about everything mentioned..
Reprimanded me for things that were not handed down properly..
Blamed me for being "unwilling" to learn things..
Says that she felt disappointed because she entrusted everything to me!!! (When the hell did she ever do that?)

First of all..
She reprimanded me in front of my two close ex-colleagues..
Then..
My close ex-colleague is the one whom is supposed to hand everything to me...
But..
Apparantly it is not being handed properly..
Soon..
My close ex-colleague started defending herself saying that she did pass down the things..
Furthermore..
The ex-principal elaborated so much so as to side for my ex-colleague..
So...
Don't you think that this 'CLOSE' ex-colleague has betrayed my trust..
Although..
I knew she won't admit that she has not pass down everything...

I am so sad... super sad that this kind of thing happen and it does not seem that my luck is ver good..
One of that 'CLOSE' ex-colleague used to be my partner whom taught me alot of things...
My heart just drowned to the bottom of the sea..
PLEASE!!! will someone show me true friendship???!!!?!?!?!?!!!?!?!? that i can cherish...??!??!?!

Working LiFe!?!?!?!???

I dunno what the real working life is about until now..
The journey with children begins with sour, sweet, bitter and spice....

Sour...
It's hard to get children to settle down after a long time of perseverance..
It takes a lot of energy to play with the children..
It takes a lot of effort to let children do things in the way you want it to be...
It's hard....

Sweet...
It felt good when a child hug you sincerely at the end of the day.. (Not because every other child does it)
It is nice when a child says 'I love you" from the bottom of the hard.. (Not say for the sake of saying)
It is marvelous when a child is able to recall the things that were taught and used it in daily life..
It is cool to see small funny things happening to the children in daily life..

Bitter...
It is not very nice to see someone misusing the materials after a long period of explaining..
It is worst to see or hear anything that is not very nice after repeating so many times the right way of doing things..
It is hard to teach children of different developing levels..
It is difficult to complete so many things (especially paperwork) in a short period of time..
It is sad to see the child you loved moving into other people's hand..
It is disappointed to hear the child that you meant good to say 'i dun like you'..
It is desperate to see all the staffs that you are working with leaves you..

Spice...
It is excited to know the classes that you are going to teach next year..
It is anxious to see the children improve after having the lesson..

After a long journey of a year...
I think that I'm not really suitable to teach children..
Although they are cute, they irritate me at times..
Although they are young, they have strong attitudes..
Although they will listen, they will give trouble most of the time..

I'm sick...

HihI...

Long time no update again...
Well well..
The day before yesterday I went drinking with GG again... LOLxx...
A... 2 person drank 2 bottles of wine.. But he drank more.. obviously right?
Hmmm.. that's not the main point... after that, I think he drunk le.. then make me stand in the rain and he almost drove off with my sis in the car..

That's also not the main point.. Then I reach home.. Had a very bad headache.
Then went to bed.. I think one plus fell asleep.. Then 4 plus wake up.. rely message le about 5 plus fall asleep again..
Woke up at 8 plus again. cause need to go childcare for introduction..
That is also not the main point..
After that, I went home to rest awhile before meeting freda, sally, eileen and wan xuan for dinner...
That is also also not the main main point.....
The main point is...
After I took a nap in the afternoon yesterday, my throat became very very painful, nose became very very blocked, head became very very heavy.. Now I'm coughing.. And totally no appetite.. SIANZ...

CONCLUSION: I'm sick....

back from hk

HIHI...

HIHI...

I'm back everybody... hohoho...
Anybody miss me?
Haha.. nvm.. I know everyone do..
I miss everyone too...
Well HK pictures are with huifen... Later then get it from her...

Haha.. first time leave home so many days.. I miss home so much.. I mean I miss the big space and big toilet..
The place where we're staying in HK is very very small.. haha.. no choice.. budget..
Small nvm.. The toilet is like 3 times smaller than my house de... hohoho..
As a big-sized person.. small toilet is a no no..

Overall the trip to hong kong was fun..
but life is complicated... Only when you leave something or someone, then you'll know how much you miss the thing or him/her...
Example, I miss my toilet... wahahahaaa.... and my sis la...
But now see her also nothing liao.. lolxz....

These 2 days I've been staying at home doing nothing.. Quite bored lo... haha..
I'll be starting work on 9th march.. Which is the next monday.. No more relaxing..
Have to face children everyday... haha.. for 5 days per week only la...




Actually the one I miss most is her.. She had been messaging me almost like everyday. <3

hk

Hoho.. Yo friends..

I'm going HK this thursday morning... miss me ya?
Okies... I'll be back by 27th feb...
Please dun assume that I have disappear out of nowhere...
Thanks...

Anyone miss me still can message me and tell me... I'll be able to recieve messages... (I guess)
hehexz...

And bye friends...

nananana

Hahaaaaaa... Its been 3 days without school... life is good.. but also as busy.. I dunno why.. heheexxx.. I will miss everyone!! hehexz..

hmmm... Okies... The day before yesterday, which is friday I slept for 17 hours.. wahahhaa.... that's great...

Well... Yesterday went to watch the SAG performance at 3pm with Freda.... It's a very nice performance and I love it!! =D
Good job!!

Wrong shoe

WAAAAA LAAOOOOO!!!!

i've been working from sat morning 11am till the next day 12.30am and sun 11am till 11.30 pm

My mum threw away my shoes for no reason.... I dunno why... I wanna die!!
Then working have to wear covered shoes... no choice, have to wear my sis's shoe to work...
The shoe is one size smaller than my feet...
Imagine you stand 13.5hr + 12.5hr together with a shoe which is very very very very uncomfortable...??????????
My feet got cut lo.. got blood =.=!!!
WAHAHAHAHAHAHAAA.. I very brave leh... although really very pain, I still survived with the pain and work the whole day...

I have totally no time to go and buy shoes lo...
Hehehe... anyone want to sponsor me?? heheheee....
=D I guess not.. wahhaha